always.

Friday, January 25, 2008

numb.

i realise that when i binge i feel better.

it takes pain away.

oh well.

it's all mug n dance no leisure.

this is my life.

i feel lik some mad woman la.

everyday chiong n chiong n chiong.

i even have the habit to eat super duper fast now,

which always cause me to choke.

we have to chiong through our less den 20min break which is lik crazy

as goin to the canteen takes abt 3-5 min, den queueing up takes lik 5 mins or more,

so there's lik less den 10 min to eat cos still need to go buy drink which needs to queue up again,

so it's lik CHIONG AH.

hahahahhahahah.

ok i'm seriously gg mad.

dance is ok la.

sometimes will feel bored and tired,

well and on good days i'll feel much happier cos dancing takes prob off my mind.

somehow, i feel lik i'm talkin to no one durin dance cos no body ever respond wen i call out.

it's really frustrating cos imagine u only have limited time and u wan to finish some parts in the dance as soon as possible so you can go on cleaning up the steps n timing. but u shout n shout but no one's listening and if they do they respond VERY SLOWLY.

it's making me feel very sad n tired and i feel lik jus givin up .

there's ppl who r helpin and i'm very grateful for it.

but majority are lik......

oh well.

it's only till may right?

i shant say any more but there's still so many things i jus wanna blow up.

but.

life goes on.

hahahahhahahaha

ok i'm reaaaaaalllyy mad.

muggin off.

p.s i wun be updatin much cos of my tight schedule.

but there's nt many ppl readin my blog anyway laaa..

hjahhahaha.


wendy ballerina chinese dancer 18081990 ex-commonwealthian ex-njcian and novels are my favorite things. njcd css dance society dancepointe da ten lame ducks wendyisdancing@hotmail.com friendster Well of WORDS marcela=DDD basil charlene cheryl clarissa commonwealth dance society deborah haikal hazel huaiying jacq jessyeo jiahui joel lynn njcd peilin shalom shaun shibin tingzhi wahchun weiqi wenlin yanjia yanqin yirong yunhsiu 07S23 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 May 2008 January 2009 Bituwin - template Dementee - image wendys	Friday, January 25, 2008 numb. i realise that when i binge i feel better. it takes pain away. oh well. it's all mug n dance no leisure. this is my life. i feel lik some mad woman la. everyday chiong n chiong n chiong. i even have the habit to eat super duper fast now, which always cause me to choke. we have to chiong through our less den 20min break which is lik crazy as goin to the canteen takes abt 3-5 min, den queueing up takes lik 5 mins or more, so there's lik less den 10 min to eat cos still need to go buy drink which needs to queue up again, so it's lik CHIONG AH. hahahahhahahah. ok i'm seriously gg mad. dance is ok la. sometimes will feel bored and tired, well and on good days i'll feel much happier cos dancing takes prob off my mind. somehow, i feel lik i'm talkin to no one durin dance cos no body ever respond wen i call out. it's really frustrating cos imagine u only have limited time and u wan to finish some parts in the dance as soon as possible so you can go on cleaning up the steps n timing. but u shout n shout but no one's listening and if they do they respond VERY SLOWLY. it's making me feel very sad n tired and i feel lik jus givin up . there's ppl who r helpin and i'm very grateful for it. but majority are lik...... oh well. it's only till may right? i shant say any more but there's still so many things i jus wanna blow up. but. life goes on. hahahahhahahaha ok i'm reaaaaaalllyy mad. muggin off. p.s i wun be updatin much cos of my tight schedule. but there's nt many ppl readin my blog anyway laaa.. hjahhahaha. 5:00 PM ·

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