i dunno wad to say.
jus tat, i wanna thanks those ppl who have been there for us during the long journey.
the journey was a tiring one, but nevertheless it was wonderful.

we got gold.
when we knew our results, i was totally shocked.
lik is this a joke??
and within seconds, my tears flowed down.
almost everyone was crying.
the guys were all trying not to break down, but i could see that there were tears in their eyes.
it hurts to see them cry.
and for the 3girls, they were v strong.
and it makes me feel guilty lik i've disappointed them after all the hard work they did for us.
esp wang lao shi.
the msg he sent us, it's very touching, and it just made me break down.

i am very grateful for meeting all these people along the way.
although i've only known you all for jus a mere 5 months, i felt as if we've known each other for years.
and that we are connected through our never ending passion for dance.
let's work for aristal, our last dance wid the seniors, and that we will rock the whole stage and audience.
i love you all seniors and teachers, for all you have done for us, and fellow dancers for all the support and love we have given each other.

but the reasons tat we were marked down were kinda ridiculous and nth to do wid our performance.
i have too much to rant abt.
but i feel tat, oh well wad's over is over, wad's the point of ranting? we still will be gold right.

although everyone's trying to put on a smile, and tell others tat hey, at least we did our best and we felt happy dancing right, but deep down in our hearts, i feel tat there's great disappointment.
arg i cant write anymore.
the more i think abt it, the more heart wenching it is.
it's our last syf, but we didnt manage to get the honours.
but that does not matter that much.

wad's more saddening is that it ended so fast, and it marks the one month period left we have wid our seniors.
that was the main reason i could not stop crying, and cried till i've got an headache and my eys almost went blind.
i will miss all the seniors.
for the cheering-up, the advices, the gossiping, and everything.
it will feel weird during dance after they leave as there'll be an empty space in our hearts.
the space they had occupied.
and that space makes up 7/8 of my heart.
they were the first i met in nj.
and the first ppl i shed tears wid and for in this sch.
i will never forget the times we had together.

commonwealth got silver.
but i'm quite proud of them.
they have made tremendous improvement over the years, and have matured.
for that, you all are already honours in my eyes.
jus rmb, to love one another and to dance for your love and passion.

in fact, i've been thinking abt wad jac told me.
if we got gold wid honours instead, we wouldn't cherish one another that much right?
well, yes.
so now maybe getting gold isnt that bad.
cos we realised that we all feel for the dance, for each other.
and it brought us closer and to cherish one another even more.
and we have become one big family, one njcd.

and to wenlin and tingzhi.
you two cheer up yea!!
the journey ahead for you two is still long,
and along the way, you will meet other dancers, making new friends.
so jia you for the next syf!!
but first, we still got our aristal to dance together!!!
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thank you for all the people who supported njcd, thank you for all those who cared for us, and those who cheered for us at UCC. it was very heartwarming to hear that loud and welcoming cheer at the backstage when we were getting ready to dance.
also, thank you su lao shi, thank you wang lao shi, thank you mrs ong, ms ling and mr tay, for all the things you did for us and the support you gave us, and for believing in us.
lastly thank you njcd for making my last syf journey a memorable and beautiful one.

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